Monday, February 27

Beauty Is....

Will and I were talking last night and I realized something about me... I'll write about this tomorrow but here's our conversation:



Me [11:35 P.M.]: http://ynr.blogthings.com/areyouobsessedwithyourlooksquiz/ answer for me lol
Will [11:36 P.M.]: i should get to bed after this, btw
Me [11:36 P.M.]: okay honey
Will [11:36 P.M.]: can i call?
Will [11:37 P.M.]: You Are a Skin Deep Sweetheart


You may be supermodel gorgeous or a plain Jane.
It really doesn't matter, because you're confident and secure.
You don't go out looking like a slob, but you are low maintenance.
You have better things to worry about than whether your nails are the right shade!
Me [11:37 P.M.]: You Are Practically Plastic


You're so beautiful that it's almost unreal
Unfortunately, you're attitude's a little unreal too
Everyone knows you're super hot - no need to remind them
You've got it going on, so stop obsessing!
Will [11:38 P.M.]: ....? how did you end up with that? lol
Me [11:38 P.M.]: 50
lawyer
body
there's a spot or ten lol
average
Will [11:38 P.M.]: 50 (it did say clothing lol)
liar...um...i mean...uh....
wit
no way
average
Will [11:38 P.M.]: explain yours lol, curious
Me [11:38 P.M.]: lol 50% lol clothing, same reasoning as you
Me [11:39 P.M.]: lawyer because well it's interesting
Will [11:39 P.M.]: and you get to argue the shit out of someone lol
Me [11:39 P.M.]: body because no one ever does... plastic surgey becaue well, the body thing lol.... and average because yeah, body thing lol
Will [11:39 P.M.]: no one ever does? i do!
Will [11:40 P.M.]: lol i didnt think youd consider the surgery thing...hmm...wonder what youd want to do
Me [11:40 P.M.]: well it's only you and if a guy says anything it's just some digusting lame ass pick up
Will [11:40 P.M.]: i thought i counted
Me [11:40 P.M.]: honey... of course...
Will [11:40 P.M.]: and they like your ass better since theirs is lame
Me [11:41 P.M.]: but... I mean... it's one voice out of 346246246.... do you get what I mean?
Me [11:41 P.M.]: the only comments I get on my body are I need to lose weight lol...
Will [11:41 P.M.]: who says that?
Me [11:42 P.M.]: doesn't matter...
Will [11:42 P.M.]: why not?
Me [11:42 P.M.]: because...
Will [11:43 P.M.]: okay...hope ill be able to count though
Me [11:43 P.M.]: honey you do... but it's that you're the ONLY one... like no matter how much I say you're hot, just because I say it you don't believe it...
Will [11:44 P.M.]: okay...
Me [11:44 P.M.]: doesn't matter...
Will [11:44 P.M.]: did matter to me though
Me [11:45 P.M.]: well it shouldn't... no reason for you to be mad at them too...
Will [11:45 P.M.]: i dont even know who...though maybe i could guess
Me [11:46 P.M.]: even compliments are laced with insult okay? that's just... what it's like for me
Will [11:46 P.M.]: ive insulted you?
Me [11:47 P.M.]: well... no... not you...
Will [11:47 P.M.]: you sure?
Me [11:48 P.M.]: I'm sure I've said things that gave you a little twitch every now and then, even if I didn't intend to
Will [11:49 P.M.]: i dont think so
im sorry for whatever ive done wrong though
Me [11:50 P.M.]: you haven't
Me [11:50 P.M.]: we're not talking about you honey
Will [11:50 P.M.]: oh...okay
Me [11:51 P.M.]: we're talking about other people...
Me [11:51 P.M.]: you've never hurt me
Will [11:51 P.M.]: i hope so
Me [11:51 P.M.]: not like that, not
Me [11:51 P.M.]: no
Will [11:52 P.M.]: okay...
Me [11:52 P.M.]: family okay.... it's family...
Will [11:52 P.M.]: im sorry...
Me [11:54 P.M.]: doesn't matter...
Will [11:55 P.M.]: does to me
Me [11:55 P.M.]: guess people just define love in different ways...
Will [11:56 P.M.]: im sorry...
Me [11:56 P.M.]: they think they're being helpful...
Me [11:56 P.M.]: doesn't matter...
Will [11:57 P.M.]: you always matter to me

i need to lay down now, can i call? even for a little?
Me [11:57 P.M.]: sure...
Me [11:57 P.M.]: sry just... yeah...
Will [11:57 P.M.]: okay...ill need to clean up, so ill be a little bit longer than usual
Me [11:57 P.M.]: okay...
Will [11:57 P.M.]: i love you
Me [11:57 P.M.]: love you too.....
Will [11:58 P.M.]: talk to you soon
Me [11:58 P.M.]: okay
Will [11:58 P.M.]: bye baby
Me [11:58 P.M.]: bye honey...

1 Comments:

Blogger Charley said...

I'm interested to hear your reflections - and I wonder if you shouldn't have just called a time out to that convo earlier than when you did :)

28/2/06 1:17 PM  

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