Oh god how cold, how bitter
I feel numb, so frozen
Are they tears,
Or is my soul melting?
The truth, dear god, the truth,
How could you?
Why, why, why do this?
Did I never know?
Did I always know?
Why am I surprised,
How dare I cry.
Bitter, angry, ache.
Your blood, my blood,
Why your blood?
Am I thankful,
Or am I disgusted?
I knew, I knew,
No angel, you are.
I knew, I know,
There was always a secret.
I know... I know.
My god, what I know.