Sorry all... I've been a little sickly lately. I caught somethin' really nasty. I woke up (FYI: I was still at my grandma's) and I could barely talk, and it just kept getting worse. I went home that night, lucky for me mom and dad were coming home that evening, and I passed out in bed. The next day I could barely breath, I was coughing, I had no appetite at all. I basically didn't eat for three days. But I'm feeling better now. I still can't breath through my nose, but I'll be okay.

Anyway, as for the audition.... I didn't get a call back. But that's okay. I mean really before you all start going "oh, that's awful! Are you okay?" I am fine, I did not expect to get the part, and I am completely thrilled with myself. "What?" you say. Weeellll, I am shy. Simple as that. I never thought in a million year that I would do that. And I would do it again in a heart beat.

I had a horrible time at my grandma's. Thank God I didn't give her this journal link. She is soooooo.......... ahhhhh!!!!! She yells all the time, she "critiques" everything on every aspect of my life, and not in a good way. You know, considering how much she's supposed to love everyone, she sure as hell has a lot that she doesn't like about them! I mean, I wanted to strangle her several times. She said so many mean, callous things about my parents, I could have! I swear to God I could have! And my Aunt! How dare she back up my grandma on my parents! They weren't even around when I was little, they still aren't around! = O (-)

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

I am so happy to be home with my cats, and dog, and books, and parents, and nice comfy 200 thread count creamy embroidered sheets and quilt.... And my journal, and my yard, and my own bathroom.... Home....

I never want to stay with her again. Never ever. Of course I know eventually I will take back everything I said here, but right now I mean it.