Well, I had my audition today. My aunt had to take me, and she said I did good. I hope so. The guy I talked to was nice, no Simon, that's for sure. And the kid doing the video auditions was a little you-know-what but I don't care. If I get it it's because God wanted it fo rme, and if I don't it's because God knew it would harm me. I won't be too upset. I'm treatin it like I didn't get the part. That way, if I do, I'll be ecstatic, and if I don't, no harm done. I don't want this to be my career, I want this to be, I don't know, college money.... Anywho all... don't get upset for me if I didn't get the part. I'm not I mean I actually did it! Something I thought I would never do! I'm so shy... really I am. But I got my lines out (without studdering) and my hands shook just a little. Probably not even noticable. But only they know what they're looking for, and I'm certainly no Hilliary Duff.

I went to my aunt's neighbor's birthday party tonight. His name's Bob, my aunt is Carol by the by. Anway I'm just in love with his two kids. He and Rita have a little girl, Shayla, and a little boy, Jared. They can get annoying, but they're little kids. I love 'em. Anway, night all! Lily