Last post before I leave.

Mom and dad are in Vegas right now and I have to admit I really really hate being home alone. I get so paranoid at night, everything makes me jump. I just had the windows open and a door slammed after getting caught by the breeze. That did NOT help lol I jumped about a foot out of my chair.

I'm anxious as hell too. I leave Tue morning and mom and dad get back Mon night. So yeah, I'm stressed about getting everything taken care of. I have to fix one of my blouses, do a ton of laundry, vacuum, get my room clean and the bed put back together after I wash the sheets. And I have to pack. I need to make a list of everything I need.

I started to throw things in one of my bags Fri. I'm just tossing things in as I remember but I KNOW I'll forget something. It's just the way I am.

Oh and did I mention my flight is at 7am and I'll have to be up at 3am?

Hehe... yeah... I'm only MILDY stressed.

I, obviously, am kidding. I'm extremely stressed.

Being gone two weeks I really have to make sure I've brought all the stuff I use regularly. The chance of me forgetting something obvious, like oh, my makeup lol Well there's a really good chance.

UGH I just remembered ANOTHER thing I forgot.

Dear lord, gimme a little break here okay? I really need to relax.

There's this big knot in the middle of my stomach, full of fear and anxieties of everything that could go wrong, or just the little things I'm going to forget. I even have that nervous shiver when I think about it.

Just nervous about so many things. There's such a time crunch on me right now.

I can't wait to see him, but the trip itself is making me a wreck.

I'll write when I get there!