I did something stupid.

I put my relationship with Will in jeopardy. I almost lost him.

He forgave me.

Baby, I don't know why you forgave me, when I can't forgive myself.

I don't know why you comforted me, when I was the one that hurt you.

I don't know why you still want to marry me, or how you can trust me.

I don't know why you made me laugh, when I did something so horrible.

I don't know why you say "I love you" after I made you feel so badly.

I don't know how to thank you for being the incredible man I've always known you were. Or why, after you said so many times if I did this horrible thing you'd never forgive me, you have.

But I promise you, I'll do everything I can to show you how much you mean to me, to earn your trust again. You are my world, and I'm ashamed I've ever done anything that could lose you.

I love you baby... Never forget how amazing you are, and how much joy you bring me.